SALAM PERPADUAN!
hoho.. tu sebenarnya thesis statement utk Galena punye journal research utk subjek paling maut kat icpu nih.. ENG4U. subjek ni mengajar aku bahawa english is more than language. dah3.. xnak ckap psl mende tu lg. now kite h get rid gn semua tu.hohoho..
friends.. dua tige menjak ni aku ashik pikiaq je psl kwn2 aku nih. ape nak jd la gn dorg. terkinja2. dgn pakaian ntah hape2, dgn rambut kuning. cuba lah matang sket! hahaaha. no offense ye. aku quote mende tu dari iklan marilah mengundi past a few years before. saje je nk wat sedap.
dlu, mse nak kuar dari smk ceneh baru, aku x sedih lsg. hepi ade ahh. dan aku percaya dengan ykin sekali bahawa some of my frends also share the same thought. sbb kat sekolah tu, aku memg tade life. keje ashik belaja je. skema pn tahap gaban. dengan kasut putih seputih-putihnya, dengan baju sekolah yg besar, dengan seluar besar, memg ntah hape2. sbb mse tu aku pkir nk belaja sbb nak lari dari sekolah tu. kwn2 kat ctu pn cam take me for granted je. keje ashik nk mengikis je.huh sungguh. different ppl come with different mind. maybe they guys ingt aku duk cop pitis kut kat rumah.
lepas tu Tuhan pn bg la aku msuk sester. yay!kat sester plak, ku belaja cane kawan tu menyelesaikan konflik dan mengkonflikkan kehidupan. alaa. biase laa. duk sebumbung. rilek sudah. ke guane? ye ah. sb mase tu masing2 pkir semua dh besar. mungkin aku je kut yg rse diri ini kecik lg? hohohoo.. well.. kat sester hdup x susah sgt. sbb kami ade cegu, warden, kaunsellor, makcik dewan makan, utk meluahkan perasaan, kesedihan, melancholy, kegembiraan, dan 1007 perasaan yg terpendam. so mse tu friends aku xgne mane lg laa.. except aizak nge ifwat laa.. nasib baik smpai hr ni ifwat ingt aku lg. BEGER KING weh! aizak plok bz gn kwn2 sam dia. oh well what to do. walaupn kolej yg same, tp x sama sebenarnye. biar ahh. yg penting gamba kami bertiga mse kat sester masih tergak berdiri atas meja depan mata aku ni hah. kat sester jgak la aku merasai mcm mane rasanya bile badan ni kurus SIKIT. hohohoo..
kat taylors lak, memg aku yakin bhw itulah turning point of my life. sb memg byk merubah aku.. dianne. pompuan pertama yg aku kenal dgn sebegitu rapat n byk sekali mengaja aku. kau memang chantek, die. avinash jua begitu. n rumate terbaik pernah aku ade merupakan rumate aku, luqman. kat taylors atau lg khusus aku sebutkanlah ICPU. international canadian pre-university. memg byk msalah. unit tests, project, assignment, financial, komitment, dan macam2 lagi x mampu aku sebutkan dengan kata-kata. bila icpu dh habis, semua happy, sbb icpu sukcs. dan tough. namun kawan-kawan, sedarkah kita bahawa cabaran itu menguatkan kita? cabaran itu yang mendewasakan kita? cabaran-cabaran itu, tiada aku mampu tempuhi tanpa kwn2 aku di sisi. sbb kat sini, we r having each other. so sbb tu la aku agak sedih nk melihat sorg demi sorg pergi meninggalkan diri ini. so, aku pn mengambil keputusan utk bjd org terakhir balik ke trg. sbb aku nk tgk muka kwn2 aku ni puas2. smpai aku bosan tgk dorg.
in conclusion, kat ceneh kwn2 aku mengaja agar jgn mudah terpedaya, kat sester plak kwn2 aku mengaja bahawa kesepaduan itu penting, kat taylors plak, kwn2 aku mengaja utk menghargai satu sama lain. tidak ketinggalakn ingin ku sebut name zaid aka iveco fiat. so, putting all together, when we revolve our lives, and the centre of the origin is friends. kita xleh sedih gn perpisahan, sebab syarat perpisahan adalah mutlak. every end will begin a new beginning. wahah. dan aku pasti, lebih ramai org sedang menunggu kehadiran aku pada mase depan. they are friends, that will bring me to the journey of maturity. yes!! ;'-)
well, now i'm in UM. selepas menghadapi episod hitam -- menolak tawaran ke Canada, di sini la aku terbuang, UM tercinta. seperti yang aku jangka, memg ada org baru menanti, dan aku bersama-sama mereka.
hidup di UM tidaklah seheaven di subang. hostel sester lg best kut? well, terima jelah. again, theme of friends is revolved at the center of my life. sekarang aku bahagia dengan roomate baruku, walaupun dia akn pergi meninggalkan aku.well, ppl come and go. di campus, aku tidak ada kawan yg btul2 kwn. kwn yg sekadar utk say hye tu adelah. well, who knows? i have 3 years to humble myself here. perhaps within 3years, things are gonna scattered and located? huhu. is this God's experiment?
rakan2 ku yg lain mungkin sedang berbahagia di Canada, sedangkan aku terseksa. terseksa ke? hihih.. ironi hidup. namun kedengaran cerita Barney lebih terseksa. percayalah kawan, at least i remain in malaysia.together. zaid pn ada. berckap psl UM, aku kat sini ambik Geologi. daripada engineering, tukar ke geologi. alasan nya, aku merajuk dengan JPA yang xbagi aku buat geological engineering kat university of Memorial. UM jugak kan.?;PP
a few first days were hard for me. to catch up things that left behind. dan di situlah aku mula perasan, peranan kawan. they also bring me to the journey of maturity. matured ke? well, hope so. dan semakin banyak jenis manusia aku jumpa di sini. freakly speaking, i was alone at tht particular time. trying to catch up the sillibus was hard for me to go thru. well, when God closed a door, He'll open a window.see the view from d window? lovely. no matter it is dirty or clean. huh. philosophy again? maybe this is what aizat likes abt me. if he could. sigh sigh sigh.
when i was trying to understand the lesson, i felt very irritated with a few new buddies.tak kenal maka x cinta kan..? well, at least tell me la anything abt geologi. even a single thing. but sadly d answer was so pitiful. sigh sigh. tht time i'd found tht i need to get matured. no need to be dependant and lean on others.because i shuld know tht i m a university student. not a kiddo anymore. thanks friends, for bringing me to the maturity.tho maybe u dont realize tht, but still. every cloud has a silver lining. for years i studied the saying, now i noe what does it mean.
Poor UM to ave some kiddos tht think tht their life is better thn me. when they are enjoying their life and full of sigh and shit (sorry a bit harshy), i feel so pity. ingt aku nak join ke hdup korg yang aku dh tinggalkan? think abt dat. if u r happen to know, it is NOT COOL at all my dear! well, this is God's experiment. i'd gone thru it.this is what we call the journey of maturity. everyone has a journey. so it is not their fault. but at least be cool, and dun get too excited with this life. and this time, i need to study, in order to convince JPA so tht aku bleh smbung masters to overseas. in geology. thanks friends for be jealous and try to compete with me, but im not good at competing. kalu dulu, yes. i am a competator, but now, no point to beat others. karena kita carry d same mission. hihihihii.
and now, some new friends tht i tagged in this notes, u are apart of my life -- because u bring me to the journey of maturity.life goes on. dan tetap ada org baru yg sedang menunggu aku pada masa depan. again, they are gonna bring me to the maturity that never stops.
p/s: yinka, u might not understand some words here. what m i trying to say is, u r my 1st friend tht i admit tht u r friend.indeed.
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